I AM FUCKING PISSED OFF.

I think my period is coming. Seriously my head is bursting. I am feel so angry I think I've gotten a fucking fever. I had to log off msn. I was so close to swearing at everyone. Wtf. It's been a super long time since I've felt so angry. My brain's just repeating the word fuck now. I don't know why. Must be cuz I haven't let out anger in a fucking long time. Fuck you pms. It's just been adding up and now I'm EXPLODING. Wtf wtf wtf. I need to let this out.

Firstly, my stupid brother had to shift my stupid windows desktop into my dad's room. Well it's because he plays stupid games on my desktop cuz his laptop's graphic card "can't make it" and the graphics of the games suck. So he makes annoying tapping sounds on the keyboard as if it killed and ripped his fucking heart out. It was so fucking annoying so I shouted at him ytd and told him to get the fuck out.

This morning I woke up with my fucking god-damn modemn and desktop off my ex-study table and now my internet's as slow as snails. I HATE IT. It's so fucking annoying when things are different. My desktop not being here just makes me feel uneasy. It's like something's missing.

MY INTERNET USED TO BE SO FUCKING FAST IT WOULD LOAD STUFF IN LESS THAN A SECOND.

What's the fucking point of buying a fucking power-mac when the internet is slow.

It used to be 128kbp/s now it's 28.8. WTF. IT TAKES A BILLION YEARS TO LOAD. PISSED OFF PISSED OFF. My photoshop is taking 4 hours to download. Wtf is this. I wonder how fast my dramas are gna load. Asshole. Fuck.

And just now when I went over to get my photoshop for mac. They ran out of stock. Great job epicenter. Nevermind went over to funan and there was no fucking lots in the carpark and we had to wait. Nevermind still. But when I was gna buy the freakin' photoshop, i realised they didnt sell the fucking student's package and was more than twice the price. WHAT THE FUCK. 1.6k for a fucking programme?!?! UGH. So I have to wait for my cousin to get it for me cuz she's a teacher and I really hope she remembers or I'm gna be real pissed off (I am now).

IF THEY JUST SOLD THE FUCKING PHOTOSHOP FOR STUDENTS WHEN I FLASH MY BLOODY ID CARD I WONT HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE TROUBLE OF DOWNLOAD THE TRIAL ONE. AND THEN LET IT SET-UP FOR ANOTHER FEW HOURS. BITCH!!!!!!!!!

Was thinking about founders. I don't mind going but it's just a stupid dinner. It's not anything like prom at all. It's just a dinner to commemerate the school's birthday. The school is making it seem like a gathering for all sec 4s. Like a last gathering or smth. It's so fucking stupid. Why can't we be normal and have a bloody prom AFTER O'S?!?!??! Why a dinner where people from other levels and a dinner which parents are attending be known as the Sec4s prom?!?! FUCK OFF IT'S NOT A BLOODY PROM. I feel so pissed off. It's just a bloody dinner that they encourage all the sec4s to pay $85 god-damn dollars to go for. Stupid? Yes, very. Mg's just so lazy. Everyone has prom.

Everyone.

They're just placating us. Having a dinner they hold EVERY damn year because they have to and making it the "prom". Can a school get any lazier?!?

I'm really angry about this. My PMS has just taken a toll on my emotions. I don't think I would have burst out this crazily if not for my gay hormones.