I pray that everything will be alright. You are the most important woman in my life ever since mummy passed away. Nothing must ever happen to you.

I know I'm horrible. I'm always ignoring you when I'm angry, even shouting sometimes. But you've never held anything against me. You've always done everything for me. I really don't know what I'd do without you. Everything will become messed up, fucked up. My routine will be disrupted.

I love you, and I hope you know it too.