"Once an MG girl, always an MG girl"

I will miss every memory I had in MG. I'll remember Day 1 when I first stepped into MG. Wearing the white & blue sailor uniform, thinking I was sailormoon. (haha I really did)

And just as quickly as I made friends in MG, time passed. 10 years in fact. I've been wearing the same uniform. It's been my favourite, always. Even when the prefects book me. Short skirt/No badge/Low socks (thank god for the new ankle socks)/Hugee blouse....

It's my identity as an MG girl. And I love it.

I'm sad. All the memories I have in MG, mostly good and some bad. But when you piece it all together, it's just so beautiful.

The friends I have made and kept. And the friends that I have lost and distanced from.. they mean so much to me. When I look back at everything I've done, all the friends that have supported me all the way through my good & bad times. All these people have influenced me in one way or another, to become someone better/worse. But still ultimately, Me.

That day I was just talking Pei, and she told me this

"I'm going to miss MG so much shan. I love the feeling of going anywhere and just knowing everyone."

I thought about it yesterday @ the baccalaureate service and I started to cry.

It's the familiarity with everyone in MG that makes me want to stay. It's so comfortable in MG, I can do everything I want. Wherever I look, I see someone I know. I don't care if I'm acting stupid in MG. Cuz when I look around, it's people I know. People I'm comfortable with. Leaving MG is horrible cuz I feel as though I'm being pulled out from my comfort zone. Being placed somewhere unfamiliar and alone....

I know the world out there isn't the same as MG. I won't be able to fit in. I know it. I'm always doing something that'll piss someone off. But because I'm around people I love & know, they'd just brush it off. Everything's going to be different next year. Everyone's going on different roads/paths. I just don't want it to end.....

I just want everyone to stay together forever.

The 10 out of 16 years of my life, have been the best ever. I know that I'll always keep MG close to my heart. I'm sucha sucker at goodbyes. Leaving is always the hardest thing for me to do.

Now it's Day...... (364.25 x 10) since I've stepped into MG. And it's the day I'm stepping out of it. No longer as a MG girl. But now, an ex-MG girl.



4M'09
I love you.